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Twenty-four-hours is more than enough to change one's mind

Thank you for you presence in my life. We really had a nice time, back then.

I thought I can fill the castle with all the things that we had done before. I thought I can do it for my entire life. I thought you will be the only inspiration for any heart-breaking moments. I thought you could last longer than this. Too bad that I can forget you this fast, recalling how that day, that very day, at the first time of my life I forgot your birthday. The day which is also remarkable for me, saying goodbye as hard as pulling out a bullet inside my throat. It's not necessarily fast counting the more one thousand days afterwards. Time is relative, and I thought, it's just too fast.
Well, here I am.
Some other people tend to say a moving on session, I prefer to say a late spring season. Regarding how many days I try to cope with without you. It was hard for me, but here I am.
I'm not bulletproof, I'm not heart-break-free, I'm not that strong.
I really want to share the song we sang together, the Tekken-something game we played together, but I really forget about them. It was a nice time, really.
So, happy belated birthday for you.
Thanks for everything, I miss you.