As I was more into self loathing for whatever reason recently, I started to figure out what happened. I might be in a bad mood. It was just as simple.
Sometimes the world seemed to frown upon you. The universe conspired to fail you and you got desperated instantly. The life is unfair.
Well, it is.
However, I learned something.
It gets easier once you accept it as what it is.
I said to myself.
I'm in a bad mood.
Then things got better. A bit. But it started the sunny days even it's all raining all the day, eventually.