I hit the writer's block as soon as I reach the sixth number. To be quite honest, I feel exhausted as I imagined how my life would be if I got $200million lottery. It's all still in my head but I realized that I feed my ego too much. Making a company? Change the world using education? Come on.
I think if I had $200million, I would savour the day I have. I would be grateful. I would donate some or even all of my money. I want to say thank you to my mother and my father for growing me up. I want to say I love you to my brother because he deserve the love. I would gladly become "me". Uncover the real part of me. Deep down inside I feel that I'm just nothing. And I always feel insecure when I open up. I might got killed because I got $200million so I will let it go. I would work hard. I want to pursue career in marketing. I would do normal thing I would like to do. There is nothing I would do other than living at the moment. I don't want to worry about tomorrow.

Funny thing is, I don't have to get $200million to do that 😂