4.15.2012
[Not] Inside My Heart
Posted at 2:36:00 pm
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Sometimes I wonder why things changed so fast while it seems that I have done nothing. Comfort zone is poisonous. You will never know how much your progress is and how much your ignorance brings harm to you. You never know.
I try so hard not to fall in the safe zone but here I am. I fall and get pampered. It is like I fall in a soft pasture, feel everything goes well, and ... later on realize that everything goes wrong. I should not did that and here comes the regret.
Sometimes you need shade to see the bright side. You have to see the bad things to build your optimism. You should live in a desert to measure how your endurance is and to be more grateful on finding any oasis in your life.
Staying positive means you have prepared for the worst
Labels: another castle, comfort, honesty
1.29.2010
It's the day when I realize that Sunshine is not that harm
Posted at 11:57:00 am
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Living in the dark world and feeling that it's the safest, the best place to dwell makes me reluctant to accept warmness.
Especially warmness from the sun.
I don't think sunshine is needed. It only provides warmness. Yes, the earth need it as well, for it revolves in the same path day by day.
But I'm not the earth, yet I'm the thing that world hates. So what's my problem if I keep freezing in my world?
I harm no one.
But one, I should face reality.
Sun is exist outside there and I give in.
This is the first time from years I kept hidden in the world named Castle.
To accept sunshine and see what happens.
Nothing happens, see?
It just gives us warmness, comfort, and the joy.
I'm not that girl.
I live in my own risk.
That day I believe that life is not always a comfort and happiness place.
Life will called a life and alive when it's dark, cold and fragile.
Hurt and suffer.
Come and have a cup of tea in my castle, Sun. You'll enjoy my place.
Love,
Alice
Labels: comfort, sunshine, world
